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Season of Nostalgia

by Jag One

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1.
Goner 05:39
Riding out by the ocean, seaside Warm breeze flows around as I hide from the sun. The sight can be so exaggerated But beauty lies in the spectacle of it all Vastness has always scared me, knee deep in Fear of the unknown pestilence of my mind Falling out and cracking up; hazy eyed, a goner. She leered over to the realization that She had failed in remembering their last peaceful time Social constructs demanding and ramming her mind Causing her downfall, tragic sublime Swiftly falling off cliffsides, hillsides are Flowing over her body, shaping her mind Falling out but grabbing on, no matter what a goner. He stares off at the distance blankly Pondering the conflict that he is in Carefully dictating his next move This love is destined for something that he can't admit But the sea it conjures a memory Distant but close to his mind, disrupting and forcing behind Falling out and rambling on, as useless as a goner. Lucid dreams they taunt me, haunt me Faintly you surround me, around me again These streets at night are so lonely, only Filling space left behind from everyone else I'm crafting all my intentions, wretched and weak Are all these ideas of kept in my mind Oh, but faith will bring me nothing Nothing can save this facet of myself that I call home.
2.
Long drives counting by the mile Weighing my options with denial The thought of you which I relied Now a lonely house which I reside I just got so tired, I slept through the winter Snow came through my ceiling and froze all the doors I'm growing out my hair so it flows through the hallways And picking through these pieces I am reborn. The car's exhausted, so am I High beams bouncing void of time Juxtaposing all my life This lonely town which I reside My eyes are burning, protruded and wide The sun glides through my window and lights up my life Complacently I feel like I'm chasing something And picking through these pieces I am reborn
3.
Wrong Answer 02:49
Quit playing with my broken heart Wrong answer I come home after so long I expect you to answer my calls Quit playing with my broken mind Wrong answer I come home after so long I expect you to answer my calls Wrong answer I thought we were romancers But I hit you with the wrong answers
4.
Reverie 03:35
Snow fell in droves around my feet Blankets the ground like a tapestry Numbing, my senses deplete So i sat atop the vent and felt the heat My world ascended to a somber shade of blue Sand formed in wells around my feet Our hotel cascades its light out on the street And in the morning I walked the balcony My lungs were breathing the warm ocean breeze As pastel oranges and pinks roar into view But it kept my spirits up To see what else this life has to offer to me
5.
I age swifter by the second My future is looming in the distance And so I turn, reeling round the memories Displaced, feeling bound by everything Clearing all this existential fear can be a sweet release My faults emerging in an instant Fleeting sure, but oh, so constant And so I turn, reeling round the memories Displaced, such a troubled history Clearing all this existential fear can be a sweet release
6.
Matt's Song 04:58
Memories plague me when I think of what's to Come inside don't mind the shape I'm in I'm hopeless when I romanticize Nothing will happen but I hold onto The nonexistent strings holding me back Doorway to the love I am looking for Running away with all the thoughts in my head I see what my future would look like with you in it But I stop to think cause it overwhelms me Just at the point of going crazy I look around and notice the silence I take a step back and close myself away Self indulge my fantasies despite what I've been told Come in here and lay with me, and stay here for a while At least until I can breathe like normal again
7.
Fragments 04:01
HO trains and our family portrait Behind the glass on Sunnybrook Lane Vinyl wood and that off-white carpet Hide and seek in that antique scene Old green truck and the architect's drawings Fading like the Autumn sun Trees commence their transformation Disrobing to their feeble bones Piles of leaves we burrowed under Till the town came around and gathered them up Flourishing to break tradition And branching out to a brave new day Oh, fragmented bursts of time Oh, how I remember them Sickeningly sweet are my recollections Like pools of light in a murky lake All I possess is time for reflection This euphoric heart does ache Framed behind that glass protection A former self that I envy Recurring waves of profound introspection I find that my youth was far from perfection Bearing the burden of over-protection And saving my soul from a divine intervention Oh, fragmented bursts of time I often fail to remember them They fade out like the autumn sun Do I just forget and let it all be done? Or stick around and revel in diversion? I think I'll wait and maintain my aversion.
8.
Tape loops and samples.
9.
Doves above your windowsill You're questioning if it was real And sink into your broken bed To spend your days inside your head The ceiling tiles are aglow These lonely walls are all you know The cross from when you were a girl An heirloom of your righteous world A victim of your circumstance You're praying for another chance When rectifying visions flood And lift you from your wretched rut A break from the monotony The prisoner and lowly sheep The sound of rain upon your street It lulls you in your deepest sleep He came to you within your dream He never turns out how he seemed Oh, kneel before your majesty You've been chosen on behalf of me The curtains break to signify This life you've lived can't be a lie So detrimental to your mind Oh, weariness is so unkind
10.
Go, go outside it's 60 degrees and it's sunny as hell But I'll wait, cause something keeps stopping me That threshold's too big and I'm afraid that I won't fit through But go, go regardless cause something keeps telling me that I'll forget by tomorrow Cause the rotary's dialing, the synapses are firing And a part of me's awake that I thought was retiring But wait, wait for my moment But what if my momentum gets lost in this moment Oh god, oh god it's too much so instead I'll lay in bed next to all of my anxieties It's nothing forget it, it's nothing forget it all Rest, restlessness possesses the rest of my night, so I can't fall asleep Cause the digital green, the dark is obscene Endlessly taunting and mocking I wish I could scream 'Fuck all that,' I exclaimed as I wade through better half of my room Enunciating and articulating the fact that I feel so damn weak All I need is a boost of confidence, maybe some melatonin too Something, oh something to die down this fire inside of my mind Go slow, go slow. Go slow, go slow.
11.
Home 06:39
It's hard to fish in man-made lakes In the neighborhoods With asphalt borders detained by stakes Three years ago in Pennsylvania In the mountains and fields With the moonlit ocean and Atlantic sand Resolved in finding Intensive sense of finality So necessary but oh it hurts Go, branch and find what you need Go, branch and find what you need Three years from now in greener pastures We'll be apart We'll lay our heads down and think of home
12.
Walk into the center, abandonment it thrives Look through broken windows, reflective of your mind Oh abrasive winter, it won't stop till you're dead You woke up from your slumber when panic struck your head Sparkling hills are rolling towards you as you drive Oh barren wonders, bring teardrops to your eyes Absolutely nothing can hear you as you cry Scream out to your country, but the fields just wave goodbye Triumphant of this sorrow, the spring starts to evolve Oh precious sunlight, embrace you as you fall Houses filled with laughter, and the twilight covers all Veiled in thick blue lighting, and running through your halls Raging with the summer, and the dying of its light Oh dive into the water while holding on so tight Radiant days are fleeting, and forever feels so wrong Oh sweet contentment, you feel like you belong This is the season of nostalgia

about

This is our first full length album, a collection of songs that have been around since the conception of the band and ones made along the way. This effort carries main themes of emotions throughout each season, and how a change in weather can conjure up memories of childhood or of good times with friends.

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released August 25, 2020

Chris Zoeller- Guitars, keys, sax, and vox
Phil Zoeller- Loud bangs and crashes and occasional vox
Tyler McCann- Bass and flugel horn

Thanks of course to Coolman Evan Rudenjack for being an amazing person and for all the fun sessions at Syndor. Look forward to more releases through you and your great talents.

Thanks for Karen and Joe for the use of the basement and your willingness to put up with the sounds that seep up through the floor and shake the house.

And finally thanks to all our friends and family for the endless inspiration and support (especially Greg, as seen on the cover).

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